The other day, I was kicking myself about how much I hadn’t been writing lately. I hadn’t been contributing to the magazine I had been writing for over the last few months. I hadn’t been keeping up with my personal blog. I hadn’t been doing this…or I hadn’t been doing that.
It is incredible how things have a tendency of working themselves out in life. While I was thinking about how much I hadn’t been doing, there were others out there that were recognizing what I had been doing. One of my friends out there asked me to be a monthly contributor to the website she maintains.
It seemed unlikely that someone might want to recruit me to be a guest writer for their site, but apparently some of what I write is of the right mindset for her business and could potentially appeal to a group of people that she might not normally reach otherwise.
Ultimately, the point of mentioning all of this is that we can often be hard on ourselves. Far too frequently we rely on others to point out our strong points. We need to begin recognizing our own strengths…and then acting upon them.
Does that mean that I am a strong writer? No. However, by writing today – I am becoming a stronger writer than I was yesterday. I can (and did) kick myself for all the time spent not writing recently…but today I will be grateful for the fact that I got up earlier than normal to execute my plan of action rather than think about what I haven’t done.
Over the past few months there’s been a lot that has taken place that could be considered justification for not writing. My former employer terminated my employment based on my epilepsy and inability to drive for several months and seemed unwilling to work with me despite my almost 6 years with the company. Since then, I have secured a new job.
Moreover, I have been getting settled in at the new job and I am thoroughly enjoying it. It’s giving me the opportunity to work in my preferred field. Not only that, it’s giving me the opportunity to continue paying down the debts incurred as a result of the hospitalization last year. I came to within $500 of becoming debt free last year by the time I acquired several thousands of medical bills.
Besides paying down my debts, the new job is providing me with income to allow me to attend the first annual Permaculture Voices Conference in Temecula. This conference follows up the Ohio Ecological Food and Farm Association Conference last month in Granville, OH. There are many exciting things that have been taking place over the past few months in addition to simply not writing.
While today’s post will likely be a “catch up” post, there will be other days where I will feel motivated to write and there will be days where it’ll be challenging to find the motivation. Luckily, I stumbled across a group of people that accepted me into a group called “My 500 Words.” According to the group description, “My 500 Words is a 31-day challenge designed to help you develop a daily writing habit and become a better writer.” So…how did I do on my first day back to writing?
553 words. I think I succeeded.